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I shouldn't be posting

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:06

and I don't know why I am. I don't have a clue who I am or how I am. I feel just awful, but can't describe it. I am not a real person.

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pinkyp · 21/12/2011 23:13

So you trust this wise person who abondend you? If you want to talk you can talk, no need to be scared on here it's not RL

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:15

NO. It's not safe. It's probably not true anyway, just another lie my brain is telling me.

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Bossybritches22 · 21/12/2011 23:17

ok so why are you so dangerous to be around MOSP, or why do you think you are I should say?

pinkyp · 21/12/2011 23:18

Ok in the future if you do want help / to talk we'll be here. Smile

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:19

I hope I'm not dangerous to others. Just it is dangerous for me to talk because apparantly someone might say the wrong thing and cause damage. That's all I know.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:20

Please, someone tell me who I am and what is going on?

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Bossybritches22 · 21/12/2011 23:21

OK well you are quite safe here, you won't hurt us by talking or yourself, it's all quite safe.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:22

how do you know???

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:23

can I trust you?

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Bossybritches22 · 21/12/2011 23:23

you are MOSP on here, and you are obviously needing some help which is why you posted initially, i should think.

not sure what's happening with/to you but we can try and help if you want us to.

pinkyp · 21/12/2011 23:23

Your mosp and your talking to ppl on mumsnet. That's who you are on here Smile

sweetsantababy · 21/12/2011 23:23

You are safe here to talk. we are all for you lovey.

KnickersOnOnesHead · 21/12/2011 23:23

Mosp. you are safe here. Anonymous and all that shit. You. are. safe.

sweetsantababy · 21/12/2011 23:24

We are real and so are you. been through this myself - trust

Bossybritches22 · 21/12/2011 23:24

you can trust me to listen, you sound frightened, and i don't want that.

pinkyp · 21/12/2011 23:25

We cannot hurt you. We arent in your real life.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:26

not totally anon. some people know who I am in rl. maybe hate me

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Catsdontcare · 21/12/2011 23:27

Do you mean it 's not safe because someone here might say the wrong thing and make you feel worse?

KnickersOnOnesHead · 21/12/2011 23:27

mosp, feel free to pm if you like. No judgement, no passing anything on. I don't even have to reply if you do not want.

sweetsantababy · 21/12/2011 23:28

No one in real life know you here, doubt they hate you but if they do they won't find you here.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:29

I was 'ok' last week. then had appt with nurse. felt dreadful, confused, stressed. she said i seemed to be normal. that scared me. she said i was not having a panic attack. she suggested stuff (write it down). I said I couldn;t. she said "ok then". That happened about 3 times. I wanted to scream and shout: ARGUE, PERSUADE ME IF IT THE RIGHT THING. I don't know what I'm feeling because I am emotionless.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:30

the only hope I ever got of being cured does know me here.

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Bossybritches22 · 21/12/2011 23:30

I'm sure no-one hates you here mosp- things get a bit heated sometimes but that's all just online, not RL

Are you alone?

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mosp · 21/12/2011 23:32

no, not heated at all. just I'm not likeable. I am alone. my children are at my parents'.

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sweetsantababy · 21/12/2011 23:34

Its your illness talking, of course you are likeabE. Whats the situation with Dcs.