I disappeared for a bit, both from this thread and, if I'm honest, from an MJ focussed lifestyle. I've still been jabbing but letting the time between jabs slide and I have been using it as a magic wand. I have been allowing it to curb my overall food intake but not focussing on what that intake has consisted of so it's been largely carbs and saturated fat. Due to being on MJ, I haven't actually binged and nor have I eaten enough to gain weight but I haven't lost the Christmas couple of pounds which really should have come off quite easily and I am more bloated.
I am trying to treat this as a wake up call. If I can be like this when jabbing, what will I be like when I come off the jabs? Yesterday's supermarket shop featured lots of veg & protein, I have an outline menu plan for this week and plan on cracking on again. My BMI is 24.5 and I'd like to lose those Christmas plans plus another half stone.
I don't have any real interest in getting skinny or seeing how low I can go weight wise.
I did have my annual medical this week. Both the nurse who did all of the assessments and then the GP who I had some time with were really impressed and also very positive about the drug itself. It was really reassuring to see how good this has been for me on the inside. I was always surprised at how healthy I was before but, nonetheless, everything has got better. Blood pressure is down; blood sugar is significantly reduced; bad cholesterol (the only thing which was officially verging on too high) is significantly reduced; good cholesterol is reduced but still in the healthy range; my risk of diabetes and heart disease in the next decade were always below average but have halved. More out of interest than concern, they did some extra blood tests to look for liver and kidney function.
It made me realise how fortunate I am to be able to have afforded this for 9 months and be able to continue to afford this but that I need to make the most of this opportunity and crack on with cementing the healthy eating habits and not pick up a couple of pastries in Lidl because they are so cheap compared to anywhere else!
Fortunately, my body seems to be supporting me in this mission! When I started, the thought of alcohol, rich or spicy food repulsed me but I've increasingly been able to eat & drink that sort of thing. This meant I didn't really think about having a curry last night and then a glass of wine and some chocolates. The wind I had last night! I was awake for about two hours, writhing in agony!