@EndlessGuineaPigCycle what I meant was I'm always using the stress from work projects/deadlines (and non-work events) as excuses to eat rubbish and put off looking after myself.
Mid 2022 I was finishing my part-time MA, coming out of 2 years of lockdowns/pandemic restrictions, working 3 days a week, 2DC (1 with SEN), barely having seen my family in the UK because of covid, and I was the heaviest I'd every been bar pg with DC2. And I was still stuffing my face with UPF everyday to get through, seeing it as a treat, a reward for getting through the day/finishing an essay. I was sweaty, constipated, massive spare tyre around my waist, getting out of breath, difficult to tie my shoelaces, and yet I was still telling myself, I'll sort myself out once my thesis is finished in a month.
I ended up suffering some serious health problems while writing up my thesis which took me out of the running at work for a month and now flare up every time I'm stressed.
I've just caught myself doing it again. I was really stressed in February with my exam class which extended to when they left in April, followed by Oftsed, followed by the school play, and now I'm stressing about all my end of year marking and reports to get done in the next 2 weeks.
In theory I know what I need to do to make myself feel better - and I do feel better than I did 1-2 years ago: sweaty spells have gone, 7kg down - but feel like I've stalled a bit at the moment. I need to build in time for yoga, meditation, walks and deal better with my everyday stresses.
But I need to actually do it 😂
Yesterday went quite well. Got in my pre-breakfast walk, 15 minutes yoga in the evening, journaled.
BUT did snack in the evening instead of just having a herbal tea.
Today's plan is already off to a rocky start as I ignored my alarm for a pre-breakfast walk and haven't yet picked up my journal so going to do that now.
B - boiled egg, sourdough with butter, coffee with milk
Do my morning journal/set my intentions for the day.
Head out for a short walk after school run and pick up bits for dinner/lunch.
Get a bit of school work/admin done.
S-fruit smoothie
life admin/housework OR take DC1 out to library (inset day)
L - ??? maybe make an italian chicken salad with pesto and macaroni
D - chicken and leek pie with potatoes and carrots
Do yoga after dinner, journal and herbal tea after DC in bed.