Hello hello hello, thank you all for the kind thoughts. Feeling MUCH better today, had a little cry on the phone to my mum this morning
I'm 48 FGS. But y'know we all need our mums now and again.
I've just googled Whitworth shots - are they like biscuits? I couldn't work it out from the website. Yet another thing we don't get over here. Honestly Australian supermarkets are the crappest of crap. I went to buy the kids something nice for their school lunches and there is literally nothing, so came away with croissants again. I long for a Waitrose or M&S, actually Tescos would do.
However, today's win is I BOUGHT A VEGGETTI! I know I'm a bit late to this but have wanted one for aaaages, I can't wait until dinner time to shred up some zucchinni. Tragically I really am proper thrilled by this purchase 
Quim that is a top NSV, well done! You must feel fabulous, being able to fit in new clothes opens up so many lovely possibilities.
Nikki don't be downhearted mate, when did you start this, at the beginning of Jan or later on? 4lbs is a good steady loss. Honestly, I've only been doing this since last November and have lost 20lbs, at times it's felt so slow and dispiriting but you've gotta just hoik your pants up and stick at it. Change WILL happen but it takes time. Remember that the alternative is to give up and stay fat (which is not the end of the world but it's not why we're doing this). Think about all the good things you are doing for yourself, getting fit, eating healthily, taking care of yourself, getting more energy, better sleep, losing weight is a side effect of all these other fantastic benefits.