Hi all! Not been around for ages. I basically got so bored with myself and all my disasters I just couldn't face posting. I know I'm among friends and you wouldn't judge, but I guess I have enough judgement to go round!
Was going okay but then I had a few blissfully sunny days in Oxford with my daughter at the start of July, and apparently Mounjaro doesn't work in Oxford. Must be some kind of byelaw . I just thought sod it, I'll have a few days off. In fact it wasn't even I choice, I just realised as I was munching my way through an entire market full of food that I had zero suppression. It was like it literally switched off.
Since then it's been relentless. Constant takeaways, eating when I'm not hungry, in fact eating like I'm in some sort of reality TV show contest called The Biggest Glutton. So that's been fun! Jabbed early this week and went up half a dose too, in an attempt to course correct. Honestly, this is all pretty horrible. I feel worse about it all now than I did before the WLIs existed. I had a big dollop of self loathing for being so fat in the first place, but now I'm still fat, even though I'm taking the drugs that are supposed to help with that. And have done for me, for short periods of time. Good job I wasn't in any of their trials, I'd have totally skewed the data! I haven't weighed - not just because I'm scared of what I'll see, but because I've always weighed at least 3 times a week. Whatever I've been doing isn't working, so I'm trying something new. I can tell from the feel of my body and my clothes that I've gained at least a stone.
Glad you're feeling a bit better @TheBroonOneAndTheWhiteOne, and thanks for the new thread @PositiveAttitude. Going to have a proper trawl through all your posts now to catch up!