Went for routine smear at drs this morning. It was horrible. Nurse said she saw a lump so brought in a gp to look. I very nearly passed out on the bed and went into a cold sweat, hyperventilating. Gp came in who said yes there is a lump. Obviously got referred. The nurse and GP was lovely. GP said she didn't know what it was but she's not a specialist and it could be so many things. Nurse was kind and apologising for the shock I was in
Background
I'm 33
Clear smear 3 years ago with no HVP present
No irregular bleeding
Fit and healthy female I can run 10ks with no issues.
Only issues I have is after sex and when I'm on period it can feel like my cervix wants to fall out. GP looked at cervix for this 12 months ago and said she couldn't see anything
I'm so worried. I've been goigling for three hours straight. Texting relatives. I've been sick and I keep violently shaking
I've two chikdren who I need to keep my head up for and my husband is being so kind and helpful and has come home from work but I can't stop shaking
I know no-one knows if I've got cancer but I've got 2 weeks to wait like this.