@KrankyKumquat I am a lifer too! I have an embarassingly large stock pile as I worry about getting supplied for maintenance. I am very slim and I want to stay that way so I over bought when I could! It seems so counter productive to have to be sneaky about it.
Essentially," We will only supply you if you get fat again!"
I am not trying to lose more. I just want to stay where I am, which is admittedly pretty skinny. But with a broad frame , being skinny is the only way that I dont look boxy
I am ordering from Lotus every 6 weeks or so and they are accepting what I say about the stock pile. Not sure they would also accept that I am buying 15mgs and click counting 10mg per dose!
In theory I could give tablets a go as I have my stockpile to fall back on.