Wave your snorkel in the air like you just don't care!

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Open.

Lost, say something wise!

I'm high, safe, definitely sticking to small-quarter of the old norm max! Found a good series on murderers to watch with lots of water, sorry I've let you all down xx

You've let no one down my lovely!
Let go of the guilt.
Chill, and relax, and we here if you fancy nattering nonsense

I know it's bad to say but oh my god! I've missed the looseness of body and free feeling!

Dealer warned me it's very strong even for them and at £120 a g it is going to be a danger for big lines, have split bag so can't have more than a third tonight easily. Peruvian flakiness of joy

Evening all, just popped in to say high and can see it's a busy night!

Kinetic - you haven't let anyone down, we've all been there, see me last Friday If it's been on your mind that much sometimes it's just best to get it over with and start afresh tomorrow. Take it easy though.

Zig - I would be the same if I had an dp who was doing it - enjoy!

As for Moi, I donned my wetsuit and snorkel and spent the evening at Tesco. Did feel a bit of a tit and got some funny looks but it kept me on the surfboard. Now relaxing with glass of wine.

Keep on surfing (or trying to) you lovely lot xx

Popped in to say Hi not High lol, well not tonight!

Well done Hooch Wetsuit in Tescos? ha ha I like your style.

I'm absolutely surfed out and off to bed. Will be back in the morn.

I did clock the typo! Fairly apt for us buzzheads

Netflix:mail order murder
Seems good, keeping me from going back, heart pounding, glad I have some propranolol in for if I manage to stop.

A shower sounds good right now, pyjamarate and Netflix your ass off kinetic x

Still going off first line :/ god this is strong and I am weak now!

Glad you ok kinetic, a year is a long time to build tolerance so please hang on a good hour before you want 2nd x

Still not on second, feel nice, at that point where I'm kidding myself I might sleep tonight

It is actually an option though, just nice chilled buzz?

Sending love kinetic please be careful and update later x

Watching men murder their Thai brides, it is odd, also had a catch up with an old friend by text, turning into a nice night x

Maybe just leave it at one and get some sleep. You're still in control, you don't have to go on an all night bender. See how you feel in the morning x

I have lots of juice as the dry mouth is setting in, itching for another but going to try watch another episode first then decide.

There is always the need for one more, whether its first or 3G in.

Chill, it's been a year, it's mega strong, this isn't a scenario to be going for it.

Let go of the guilt and shame and just chill

God I even annoy myself, therapy anyone?!

Thanks for all being kind x

How's it going kinetic?

Not that I'm living vicariously at all... Nope, not me!

I've had another and a lot of juice, feeling nice, making sure I take it easy-even the tiny line is a big whack in the face!

So many good crime documentaries tonight!

Hi kinetic. Are you still awake?

Yup, barely had any, so strong!

Feeling good, done some tidying x

I'm new to this thread but hi. Everyone is asleep. DH takes it too but can just fall asleep. Feeling shit...