I am such a F*****g muppet :(

[norksinmywaistband]

Please help me through the next hour til best friend arrives.

Those of you who know my story will probably say told you so.

H has just told me he has been shagging someone else.... the same someone I have questioned him abot several times over the ast 9 months

DC are still up I need to be normal, plaese talk and keep me calm

What is it with this world...
Just had a phonecall from an ex collegue who has started up a business and is sourcing old names who he feel would be perfect for the role. It would mean a little bit of study so I could return to practice, and I said I would not make any decisions for 3 months, but it would be a job I know I could do, school hours termtime only!!!!! I told him I wouldn't consider starting til sept 2010 as that is when ds starts school, and he thinks that would work perfectly.

I have not spoken to this person in 4 years!!!!! Amazing how opportunities present themselves when you least expect it.

every cloud...

Sorry to hear about the crap you have been going through Norks.

Good luck on the job front - sounds perfect.

Its very funny the way the world turns, I wold not even have thought about going back to work this time 2 weeks ago, but you are right every cloud...

I need to start providing for my DC and showing them that Mummy doesn't just stay at home, but will always be there when they need me most.

This has really lifted my spirits, although I have not fully discussed it and tbh am not even sure the job is right for me, to be reminded of my "drive and skills" is just what I needed to remind me that before he truly wore me down, disrespected me and was a total twunt, I was a very strong person who people obviously thought a lot of

< punches air >

< pulls a muscle >

give me a few months AF , I might be able to fix that for you

yes, you will, I can feeeeeel it

I am calling a halt to this thread as the title makes me feel like I was the one in the wrong...
New thread here