I am in love and it's making me miserable

[beansmum]

I realise this sounds ridiculous but I am completely in love with a guy who I met again for the first time in 10 years last night. He is a friend from school in NZ who is in the UK for work. He is leaving again on monday, just to go back to work, not back to NZ and the thought of it is making me actually cry. Am I a complete freak? what should I do? I am seriously thinking of moving back to NZ to be there when he gets back. Tell me how to get over this please!

oh god what a cliff hanger...
gate crash the pub > thats what a love story would do.....

no no, she'd need to wait till he's about to board the plane then chase him through the gate bypassing the security and fall into each others arms

I've shaved my legs, washed my hair, changed my sheets (mainly because ds peed on them) don't have any wine. I have a couple of bottles of stella, not quite the same though is it? I wish it was tomorrow already!!!!!

OK, good progress.

Now, what are you going to wear?

don't sleep with him straight away!!

Why on earth not?

He may be leaving soon.

And that way, even if he does and it doesn't pan out, at least you got to shag him.

umm...jeans and a top? I don't know. Have to go to church in the morning and there is a chance he could be here when I get back.

I might sleep with him, as in asleep. Although I did 'sleep' with him when I was 16 so it wouldn't be the first time.

Oh, that is different then.

If you had sex with him and it came to nothing wouldn't you feel worse?

not really. should I?

not if you don't.

maybe he'll bring the wine!

if you want to sleep with him, and he does, too, why not?

I think I'm getting a bit ahead of myself here, he might totally reject me.

And if he doesn't and I do sleep with him (not planning to but you never know) it's not as if I will have jumped into bed with a complete stranger. I have known him since we were both 8.

just told my sister in a kind of joking way that I am in love with him and she knew straight away that I wasn't joking at all. Maybe I'm really obvious and he knows already.

o whatever feels right/good

shoes!!!

with something like these!!

do you wear high heels, my friend who is same height as you wears them and leaves me staring up at her backside

exactly, chocolate!

can't go wrong if you go with the flow.

besides, he sounds HOT.

oh crap - ignore my post, was meant for mildmannerdjanitor on her wedding outfit thread lol

now everyone thinks I start at peoples backsides

I was just trying to work out how on earth you know how tall I am!

Gosh this is exciting, I wish something this interesting would happen to me.

well nothing has actually happened except me being a weirdo and getting excited for no reason.

he does sound very HOT !!!!!

I sooosooo hope you get what you wish for out of all of this.........

Do you have his mobile number?

A wee text maybe?

take a power nap now and send him a quick text asking him to stop off in the offie's on the way home and pick up a bottle of plonk.

beansmum please don't open the door to him wearing nothing but a pair of shocking pink shoes!!!

actually.................................................................[wi nk]