First date in ooh 8 years come help me calm my nerves!

[DavidTennantsMistress]

so have a date on sunday afternoon/early evening. (was ment to be next week but he's asked for it to be brought forward) anyhow, it's only drinks in the pub, but i'm really really nervous. We 'met' online, have been talking since nov everyday (text/email/phone). he seems genuine, but now it's coming to it i'm really nervous, I mean what if he's a real edgit/thinks I am?

I know i'm early posting this but am out tomorrow night and won't be able to log on. and everything is feeling real now.

least he was honest

only because i asked him , because of something he said

still at least i sussed him out

er i see

so he was just either making an sssumption or just slyly pretending to not be interested?

i think he was just wrapping himself up in fake genuine bullshit

well he was an ugly fucker imo

what did he say?

he wasnt tho irl

what did he say to what?

the fake genuine bullshit?

pretending to be genuine, but they arent

ok heard from no 1 yesterday was asking about he move - said that's on monday.

no 3, was talking to him online for ages - might go for a drink but is showing a lot of the same early signs as no 1 so going to keep him at arm's reach a bit I think, and still not 100% I like the look of him. (but is nice to talk to)

no 2 was talking to again last night - really does seem to be saying all of the right stuff (actually said that raising a child was harder than going out to work - ) not going to do the date this week - will be sorted out for next week when calmer.

so it's looking like 2 dates next weekend luckily they don't live near each other! he he.

so you are still meeting the first guy again then? i thought you were sacking him?

I think not at the minute tbh - he's ok as a mate but nothing more. he didn't reply when I said was moving on monday so I shall wait and see - will prob hear in the week askin to come over likely story that's gonna happen cos as I say he's only out for what he can get which isn't for me.

am more intrested in no 2 (X we shall call him) right now.

i wouldnt even keep him as a mate then, tbh

got a message today - said I would1 lol. asking if he can come over and have a 'servicing' I said no. woohoo.

who asked if you needed a servicing?

god he sounds like the nobber i saw for a while

guy 1 (Y)

say guy 3 out last night as well - he's now out of the picture - god I sound bad with all of thse! lol.

oh bin him off

my exbf still thinks he can charm his way into bed with me, tho he seems to think texting me asking if he can fuck me that day, is the right way of going about it

he's gone already - he's tried to back track and say see how things go - but he's already gone

good for you

caved. but he was a real gent when we went out thou.