Jesy I'm sorry you're feeling so bad
you will find the right person for you xxx I know that probably doesn't help.
Well my date went well today. The guy is a property developer. He's quite sensible, but he seemed interested in me. He did not stare at my boobs once and he did not keep going on about my looks. Nor did he lunge at me within 45 minutes. This was all very refreshing I have to say.