Morning all. I am up because we had a power cut of something last night and something was bleeping periodically in the fecking night. Turns out it was the wireless phone, but I only discovered that after unplugging various appliances and fretting that it might be the carbon monoxide detector in the baby's room. So now I am awake and for once the baby isn't.
Sputnik, DD has been waking up in the night recently, and not for any apparent reason, she just wants a cuddle to get back to sleep. A bit of pre-emptive calpol solved it last night though. Bad mummy? Not that it fecking helped me!
My birthday was ok. Yesterday was a bit boring. My mum came up for a few hours and obviously just wanted to play with the baby, and the weather was shite, so that was a bit boring. Plus I felt so knackered. I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment. But last night we went to an all-you-can-eat chinese buffet and it was yum. There were 20 of us plus two babies which was very validating, reminding me that I do have RL friends. Although it was quite stressful as not everyone knew each other and you always feel like you are ignoring someone. Still, I was centre of attention which is my favourite place to be I'm so needy!