do you know what just fuck it all

[memoo]

Can't even give a shit anymore, why am i looking towards a bunch of women who don't even know me to try and sort out the mess in my head, and lets face it at the end of the day how can anyone really give a shit about a faceless name on the computer

really i am on my own with this, i'm so fucked off with trying to make it better when its clear it never is going to be. really really had enough.

and now i'll just piss off everybody on here with my shit post, just like i piss of everyone cos i am such a fucking disaster.

can't find my way out of this hole, need to make it all stop

[wubblybubbly]

How you doing memoo? I'm hoping you're having a lovely weekend

[memoo]

I want to say I am ok but I'm not, I can feel myself slipping further, DH is looking after me and the DC and I am not really doing much. DH going to get me another GP appointment on Tuesday.

[wubblybubbly]

Take care of yourself memoo. You're suffering with an illness, so try not to expect too much of yourself and please do treat yourself kindly.

[StealthPolarBear]

good
if you feel it's an emergency, do something today - your health's important
And let yourself be looked after, you deserve it

[duende]

memoo, there are plenty of us here who care. I remember your previous threads and I often think about you.
I'm glad you have an app tomorrow and I really hope they will be able to help you.
You are doing great under the circumstances, please don't beat yourself up. As someone else has said, you wouldn't blame yourself for any other ilness and you shouldn't blame yourself now. Let you DH look after you and be good to yourself.

[memoo]

Thanks for the messages, not too good at the moment so not sure what else to say. Find it very hard when I'm this bad to string a sentence together. Just appreciate all your messages.

[wubblybubbly]

Good luck with your appointment memoo.