Has anybody ever actually gone to A&E because they were suicidal or just not coping?

[ABitWrong]

What do they do? Do they let you go? Do they involve SS?

You are both very sweet xx

but I feel like a total failure

because it's me that is causing all their problems and I don't know how to turn it around and I'm getting worse every day

please mate, listen, the darkest hour is always the one before the dawn....

there are still 7 days to go

if they work

all those days with all those hours full of fighting children
I don't even react any more when they swear at me
I can't keep caring
I can't remember how to have fun with them
it is all going so wrong

But it will get better.

Can you farm them out a bit? Can (d)p have the boys of r abit?
Or you go out to the cafe or food shopping, on your own?

don't know

he was pissed off that I wasout so long for my appt thismorning
and is going to get narky soon about me doing less, I can tell

well tough shit to him really.
Maybe he will do something then.
Or leave.

oh i don't know
can't even think any more
don't know what's going to happen
just wait wait wait

I am actually feeling a bit better this morning

Yesssss!
Hurrah!
Sorry I missed you earlier - did dd2 manage ot hold on?

Dd2 had the biggest temper tantrum ever this afternoon and we ended up coming home ealrier than planned as she got into such a state.

I have partially messed thingsup again by eating food
Yes, dd2 held on , thank goodness.
Sorry you had to come back early!!

Only partially so that is good!!!! And eating is necessary for survival so not really messed up at all!!!!

Keep holding on to that feeling better feeling

xxx

I think I am starting to come down from the double citalopram. Thebadfeelingskeep coming and going.
Amm hoping I don't sink badly.

I am hitting the floor again today