I am totally struggling today. Will someone just chit chat to me please.

[MuffinBaker]

Would be hugely appreciated.

What's up MB? Or if you don't want to say, tell me what the weather's like with you It's almost sunny here but we have lost the keys to the back door so I can't hang my nappies out on the line

I miss having nappies to hang on the line. DH insisted DS went into pull ups to stop the dirty morning nappies. It worked too.

Just feeling very very low and a lot scared tbh.

Has been pouring with rain ALL DAY where I am...clothes are hanging out all over the flat...
Hope you are OK, Muffin

Hi MB . What's up ?

weather crap here and I am waiting for my late tesco delivery .

Hi MB weather's iffy here but am still hanging out my washing (sorry cyteen not rubbing your nose in in )

why are you scared?

well i have just pee'd off my nice neighbour by having abonfire (been waiting for weeks for dh to help) as i didnt check with her, and she had washing out feeling v guilty. hope you are ok x

Well we are all here just keep posting .

There's lots of people here to talk to And I'm not even dressed, and have no intention whatsoever of doing so My ds is the amazing non-sleeping baby and I am dead on my feet

I can't tell you.

Your kindness has made me cry.

I am scared because I want to do something stupid.

Are you on your own in the house MB ?

I'm in bed and DH is clearing up downstairs.
Dcs at PIL.

When you say something stupid you don't mean hurt yourself do you ?

Does DH know how low you feel right now ?

yes

i went to him, he said "what?" in the way he does when he thinks it is only one thing, i snapped and cried at him and haven't seem him since. He is getting on with the jobs as i have done very little for the last couple of days with being ill.

Mb you sound so sad .

You know you can't do anything to hurt yourself don't you things must seem really shit for you now to feel like this but they won't always .

i am so sad

i have so had enough

i want out

Can you try and tell us what is bothering you the most and we can try and help you work through it ?

thank you but i can't

there is no answer

Hey MB... do you wanna say more how you're feeling? x

Do you feel stressed? Depressed? Anxious...?

i am in pain, physical and emotional
keep crying
tired
sick
lonely
want to die

all of yours low.

Do you suffer from depression? Are you on medication? Is the physical pain...er... psychosymptamatic (?? ) or is something else wrong? Does DH know how you feel?

Ok no worries .

Are your dc staying with pil for weekend or home tonight my parents have just taken ds out for day.