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Diary Of A Druggie...........

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thewiltedrose · 03/06/2008 16:01

Dont mind me im just writing this so i can keep track of my symptoms and how i feel.
Feel free to comment, take the piss or add your own experiance of being on AD's.

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:20

Nope im looking now!

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secretstars · 04/06/2008 12:21

hehe okies i put picture of my daughter she is 4 months old now

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:21

Blimey thats some good looking photos!

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:21

daughters a sweetie and u look like a model!

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secretstars · 04/06/2008 12:22

Aww cheers babes nice of you to say that to me has put a big smile upon my face now, i shall come on here more often lol

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:23

lol anytime

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secretstars · 04/06/2008 12:25

lol sorry babes im sure i said yesterday how lovely your kids were... well ill say again they are gorgeous just like their mommy

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:26

lmao i was kidding you didnt have to look!

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secretstars · 04/06/2008 12:27

hehe

right then im off out for the first time since sunday, going to go and see my nan with the little one woohoo get to drive my new car hehe speak soon and hope all goes well babes you on msn messenger? if so add me [email protected] im always online we can chat there

xx

bubblerock · 04/06/2008 12:27

Secretstars - I wasn't sure that it was working either, I have quite a severe problem which at times results in agoraphobia, it's very frustrating as I am a very confident person and have been 'struck' by this ridiculous illness.

I know that it works because I weaned myself off them 2 years ago believing I was 'cured' and I became so much worse. I then had to start taking them again and wait for them to take effect. It can take a long time and it is gradual so you may not notice it until you do something that you probably wouldn't have done a few months ago without panicking.

It's not a quick fix and you may have to take them for a long time, it's no different to any long term illness requiring medication so don't feel you have to stop at all. You'll get reviews with your GP where you can alter the dosage until it's right for you.

Good luck!

fiodyl · 04/06/2008 12:30

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Hope you have a lovely day and good luck with the college interview.

Not sure if its worth retaking GCSEs depending on the area of work you are looking to get into, a vocational qualification like an NVQ is usually more relevent to the employer. Alot of courses offer basic numeracy/literacy anyway which is the only GCSEs employers care about.

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:32

lol thanks fiodyl its not until 13th though

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fiodyl · 04/06/2008 12:36

ooops well I'll try to remember and say it again on the 13th. That shouldnt be too hard as I know 3 other people with the same birthday!

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:37

lol lucky people us friday the 13ers!

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fiodyl · 04/06/2008 12:42

Got any plans for it or u just gonna stay in and watch all the Friday 13th films?

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 12:43

gonna get typsy with a few friends and listen to crap music and eat cake!

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thewiltedrose · 04/06/2008 16:34

Went for college inerview.
Im going to do childcare.
Btec national diploma.
Stopped off at park after but could only stay half an hour before i got to hot and sweaty and my heart was going ten to the dozen i thought i was going to pass out
Felt like shitty mummy then couldnt even run after my kids.

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fiodyl · 04/06/2008 17:07

Thats gr8 im sure u will b really good at it as u have already got experience!
I would love to do childcare but probly cany cos of bastard SS.

Its been really hot here to so not suprised u was knackered @ the park,30mins of park time is better than no park time at all.
And I don't run round after kids in the park anyway,do enough of that at home. At the park they get a chance 2 do wt they like and I get a chance to just sit on a bench an have a fag!!!

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thewiltedrose · 05/06/2008 10:37

Took AD an hour before bed, woke up at 8 after nearly 8 while hours sleep felt very refreshed first time in ages.
Feeling tired again now though
Need to clean house will try to work up some energy.

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wotulookinat · 05/06/2008 10:46

I take mine in the morning and I am always tired.

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thewiltedrose · 05/06/2008 11:14

seems it doesnt mater what ime i take mine atm im feeling so tired again now. It will wear off its just a PITA right now

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whispywhisp · 06/06/2008 08:40

WR - Just popping in to see how you are? Any easier for you? x

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thewiltedrose · 06/06/2008 10:07

Not much
Went to bed at 11 las night but couldnt get to sleep til gone 4.
Sucks i felt so tired too!

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whispywhisp · 06/06/2008 19:43

Hiya WR. How have you been feeling today? You must be so tired from not sleeping last night. xxxxxxx

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thewiltedrose · 06/06/2008 20:33

Am quite tired today, barely been able to move off the bed all day so kids had to play in rooms most of it which they didnt enjoy.
Top it all off my hayfever seems to be going haywire
Why am i taking these again?

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