It's my fault that the NHS is too expensive

[snowmash]

and I can't do anything about it :(

Thanks PixieOnaLeaf - I am sad and she knows that, so maybe she can help with that.

Thanks Pixielovescake , I think I might.

Good idea, I'll see if I have one anywhere. Thanks.

Does anyone know what I'm doing/saying that might cause concern please?

That's always true Pixie - I need to remember that tomorrow if it gets hard.

How can I persuade myself I should go tomorrow.

remember what we talked about in PM

Going tomorrow keeps you in control - helps things to happen at your terms

Thanks madmouse - just reread that, good points.

Thanks Pixie - I think I'd be less scared if I could work out why my GP talked about hospital when I saw her, but I can't...I think the only thing I said that might have concerned her was ideation, but that doesn't mean she should talk about hospital I don't think.

It's one of the things that is horrendously confusing - I can't be treated on the NHS, so it made no sense for her to be talking about it and I told her that. Might need to explain that to the psych.

Yes to the first - thanks for talking, Pixie - working on the second.

Hope everyone has a good night.

That's a good idea too :)

Goodnight snowmash, sweet dreams and serenity in the morning. And everyone else.

Night all, sleep well. Hope you have a good meeting tomorrow, snowmash (in case you leave for your apptmt before I'm up).

Thanks shodatin and TIANC

Hope everyone had good sleep.

Maybe she will already know from the GP that I can't take anything else from the NHS, so this will be a goodbye appointment.

I'm on the bus for what it's worth :S

Good morning snowmash, hope you slept well too.
I think I'd tell the psych about the NHS at the beginning, and not assume the GP has been in touch. It may make a difference to what, if anything, she prescribes for you.
Hope you have a good outcome anyway (and find something enjoyable to eat for the weekend)

Good morning TIANC, I hope you'll have a decent day today (and same about food for weekend!) Off to organise mine now, plus meds, hopefully.

Morning snowmash, morning all.

Just in time to wish you well again! Will be thinking of you the next few hours.

Hope you have a good meeting, get home safely and then crash out for a bit if you're exhausted. I'll put the kettle on!

Must ask Pixie, why are they the exploding kind?

And snowmash, I hope you're back, and also interested in food for this eveninbg.