YY to the previous posters about the inability to get away from the propaganda surrounding this whole thing - every single proposed plan, be it domestic or work related or health related has to be carefully planned in the context of Covid. And it's not just the logistics, it's the having to walk on eggshells and constantly qualifying every thought and conversation because everyone is a bit traumatised - or very traumatised - and their reactions may be slightly more extreme than normal.
The comparison with being in an abusive relationship is very resonant with me, and I don't think it's hyperbole to wonder how many people have a form of CPTSD now - it's partly characterised by long periods of feeling as though you have little or no agency over your own life, which is what the last year has been, with the control coming from an authority which can implement laws and punishments for those who resist, either intentionally or misguidedly. This can actually re-wire your brain FGS.
After a long period of relative freedom in this country (and some others) encouraging people to utterly turn their lives on their heads for the greater good has been done by such ham-fisted subterfuge, that I have no faith in TPTB. And I have experienced institutional gas-lighting by SS and HCPs years ago, and have worked really hard not to let that colour my behaviour towards them overall. Trusting the government in any way, ever again looks really unlikely to me right now.