Fuck you TTC

[painintheholeSIL]

Today should be day one of my period. No sign. We've been ttc dc2 since summer 2018. I don't have any tests in the house. I'm trying not to symptom spot, I haven't told anyone in real life that we're trying.
Our son is almost 4. I'm desperate to give him a sibling. I adore him. He's amazing.

But I am aching to have another baby. People keep asking when we're going to and we just laugh off the questions. They hurt. Every one of them hurts. I suppose I'm just looking for people who understand.

Every single thread I look at in relation to this ends up full of BFPs and I'm just not in the space where I can read those and not feel devastated.

So Fuck you to TTC.
Fuck you to months off slightly delayed periods
Fuck you to every fucker that asks me every time they see me if I have any news
Fuck you to the whole fucking lot of it.

Anyone care to add theirs?

Just saw this thread come up again, and we have just celebrated the 3rd birthday of the one I was TTC at the beginning of this thread.

I have also been lucky enough to have a 2 year old daughter and I’m now saying “fuck you TTC #2”!
It feels so hopeless at the time when you feel like you’re trying everything but nothing is working, but there is hope and your time will come

Congratulations @Needallthesleep @MrsB2019x @ChelleF123 -thanks for replying xx

@Needallthesleep @ChelleF123 @MrsB2019x
Thank you all so much for replying.
I’m so happy you had a positive outcome.
@MrsB2019x do you mind me asking how long you’ve been TTC#2? I’m approaching 7th cycle now xx

@Kate3150 This is only our first cycle for #2, currently 3DPO. It took over a year to have DD (ectopic included) so not expecting anything to happen any time soon!

Well I have been doing ivf stims for the last 2 weeks and my ovaries feel like they’re going to burst.
be good eggs. Please.

It never happened for us and I've kind of given up hope now. I've just lost my mum, suddenly, too so not feeling any hope at all. So happy for those who did have their babies💖

@painintheholeSIL I’m so sorry about your mum. And to hear it didn’t happen for you 🩷