DS1 has died

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I tried everything to save him. He was 27.

I don't know how I am going to get through this.

Thank you all.
I have seen so much kindness and support on MN over the years.
I called Samaritans last night, but I could barely speak and they were a bit stilted. Can't be an easy thing to do.

I thought hard about posting but I need the support.

I lost a sibling to suicide when I was a teenager. I thought I had done everything in my power to raise my DC as best I could and yet here I am again.

I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. Much love to you.

Just keep talking about it. We're here.

So sorry to hear about your loss I hope you and your family can find support in each other in this time. Sending love.

OP. I'm crying, I'm so sorry for your loss. He sounds like a wonderful man. What can we do ? Anything that would help? Any charity / awareness absolutely anything that would help you and your family , it may take a while to think what would work.

Words can't express how sorry I am that this has happened to you.

Xx

Post mortem is tomorrow.

We have to go and get his personal effects from the police.

DH is going to be in bits.

I am very sorry for the loss of your beloved son, I cannot imagine how heartbroken you must be.

How is DD?

I'm so, so sorry

I can't even comprehend what you're going through.

Sweetheart none of this is your fault. I promise you. You sound like such a wonderful mum, please don't blame yourself xx

I'm sorry for your loss. It must be so hard. Keep posting.

I am so very sorry that you have lost your son. You sound like a lovely mum who cared for him enormously. Another one holding your hand.

So sorry sweet. Huge condolences

Sending you courage.

Sleep if you can. Rest your eyes.

You poor, poor woman. I remember your previous thread.

There are no words but I couldn't read and run. So, so sorry for your loss. Love, thoughts and prayers to you and all your family.

Addiction is such a horrible illness.

You and your family are in my thoughts.

Please don't apportion any blame on yourself.

If Samaritans are unable to support you, please try Cruse. They were wonderful to me.

It helps to write it down.

Easier than talking.

Thank you all.

DH has gone up to bed so I will go and keep him company.

DS2 has bedded down on DD's floor for now. I don't want him to be on his own. He is only 2 years younger than DS1. His big brother for his whole life.

Oh no so sorry a nightmare xxx

So sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry for your loss

Op that sounds good all sleeping with someone else. I'll keep watching this thread. It's times like this I wish I was religious and I'd offer to pray for you . Xx

I'm so very very sorry.
This is the hardest thing of all.

The fact that you DID everything in your power and yet your dear son is lost is beyond bearing.

I am sure he was certain of the loving heart of his family.

Please do not blame yourself addiction is an illness.

Feel free to write everything down if it helps.

Thinking of you and your family at this sad time

I'm so sorry for your loss. Please be easy on yourself. It is not your fault x

So sorry for your loss 💐