DH is dying

[WhereDoAllTheCalculatorsGo]

I don't even know what topic to put this in. My DH had a brain haemorrhage yesterday morning, the doctors have said it's not survivable. He's 60 years old and my best friend as well as my husband, we've been married for 23 years. I was sat at the bedside in ICU yesterday thinking that I wasn't going to post on mumsnet, even though like a lot of us I spend quite a bit of time here and feel like part of the community, but at 3 o'clock in the morning when you're all alone it seems like a good idea.
I got sent home from the hospital 'to try to get some sleep'.

[WhereDoAllTheCalculatorsGo]

thank you, I'm going to go and drink some gin (why do we not have a gin emoticon?)

[Fatrascals]

Hugs
Gin
Whatever you need ......

[Itscliffmas]

raises a glass to your DH

[magimedi]

Too late for me to have gin now, but I will make a point of having one tomorrow & raise my glass to you both, Calculators.

[Horsemad]

Calculators

[KnottyAndPistey]

Huge love to you Calcs. In our hearts and thoughts xxx

[FoxesSitOnBoxes]

Oh calc, I've just seen your thread. Bloody Valentine's Day. That's particularly shit. Thinking of you

[Cloudhopping]

Thinking of you at this dreadful time. This is so sad.xx

[Merrybertie]

Thinking of you today and hoping you are as OK as you can be. Hope your DD and DS are doing OK and I think you'll have been on your cruise with DS by now. Have you got something planned for this summer to look forward to?

[bakeoffcake]

Thinking of you all today

[WhereDoAllTheCalculatorsGo]

It was okay on Sunday, spent the day with baby granddaughter, here she's wearing a red dress I bought her in Madeira, on my cruise.

[Horsemad]

Very cute, love her hair!

[Merrybertie]

She looks very beautiful and quite serious. Love her dress.

[WhereDoAllTheCalculatorsGo]

scowling at me, merrybertie I wouldn't let her pull my glasses off.