Beyond the distant star, I wish upon tonight to see you smile, If only for a while, to know you're there.

[shabbapinkfrog]

Our thread to honour and remember our precious children who sadly are not 'physically' here xxxxx

It does sound bloody awful doesn't it ?
I know it is hard to judge as obviously we haven't seen the programme but it just sounds shite .

I'm not going to be able to watch...

Me neither , which is no great loss to my life I know but the whole thing has really annoyed me and got under my skin .
I keep hoping that because FSID have had contact with the programme then it might not be as bad as I fear but I won't hold my breath .

Morning girls xx

Morning - hope everyone is doing ok. xx

Morning all. Just thought i'd post and let you all know i'll be absent for a while Will keep you all in my thoughts

You ok Shelley???? Take care sweetheart xx

far from it but ill get through it. Will Pm you shabs x

xxxxx

Morning all xx

Shelley , I hope you are ok , we will be here if we can be of any help xx

Thinking of you Shelley xx

Take care Shelley xx

Hi Everyone.

Shelley - hope you are ok, we're here for you if you need us.

Hope everyone else is ok - just read the thread about the Eastenders plot - it sounds completely ridiculous and quite offensive. I stopped watching Eastenders a couple of years, I think its badly written and has none of the bittersweet drama and comedy of Corrie, but this is taking it to a whole new level.

I agree with you all don't watch it. I stopped watching years ago when I had been abroad for weeks, I am a soap fan but did not return to Eastenders. When Shadrak died in Emmerdale it was nearly the same as my Richard died and we turned TV off. I thought Richard's death was so random we would never see it replayed on a TV soap, so please if you think this will cause any of you distress please do not watch it, you do not have to. xx

I am only thinking of all you young mums who have lost your precious babies, please do not watch this, it is only a tv programme, the producers do not care about, you only the ratings, do not encourage them. YOU MATTER THEY DON'T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxx

Thanks lavandes x x x

Having one of those days. Somebody please shake me!

Visited Belle's garden today, I'm always to exhausted when I leave there, even if we're only there for a little while. I miss her so much.

Finding DH and his tattoo very hunky! Lol, can't take my eyes off it! Must be all the walking around topless too!

shake shake caz I have been so tired since Richard died doesn't matter how little or how much I do, how much or how little I work, how early or late I go to bed, I am so tired, I suppose it is part of this grieving process. I refuse to go on AD at the moment. I don't think walking around topless would help I am 59!!!!!!!! (not a pretty sight) xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I am off to bed now, see if I can sleep for more than a few hours. Will have toast and marmite made by my dh at about 10.00 with Sunday papers, I am a lucky girl (Granny) xx

Haha, not me walking around topless lavandes - heehee, DH is because he has been told to leave top off at home and less air get at his new artwork for a few days!

Sleep well xx

Morning all

I apologise in advance for this rant....I know I really shouldnt put in on here but I need to get out my system and this is the only place I feel safe doing it. So please forgive me ..

I dont understand why some people think having a stillbirth is not a big issue.

I have just been reading elsewhere a bereaved mum who believes that her grief is worse than mine.

She thinks that people get over stillbirths and go on to have other children..whilst her child will always be missing

I just wanted to say Fraser was as valuable as everyone else's children, I love him and I miss him every day

He was, is and will alway be part of my family

sorry .. as you were

Morning girls xx

Caz i wanna see it lol.

Shelley, he is saying he isn't let me put it here or fb till it is a week old! No idea y he is being weird!

Fm xxxx I know. Our much loved babies are as real and existed just as much. They deserve as much respect. As do we as their mothers. Anabelle will always b my firstborn beautiful girl. Love to you, I was upset by it too....

Xxx

Think I have just read that FM - think, if I am reading the same thing, I got a mention Also think that the person writing it thinks I am her bosom buddy

Just had a thought....was it on MNet or elsewhere?