I get that!
It has just been ds and I since he was 13 months old.
He went away for 4 nights in year 6. (And hated it!)
So next time he went away for 2 nights was nearly 3 years ago!
Since then he's been away 4 more times.
In 19 and a half years he's spent approximately 1.5 months of his life away from me.
I've treasured every single one of those night 🫢😂