I'm scared

[Underthesea65]

I know there's no magical answer but I just need to get my thoughts out. Sorry. I'm terminally ill. I'm 38 with an amazing DH, one adult daughter and one nearly adult daughter (19 and 17). I've just spent three weeks in hospital getting blood transfusions and iron infusions and currently I head to the emergency day procedure every three days for more. I have scope tests amd another procedure next Sunday. I'm in agonising pain, even with the highest dose morphine. I can do nothing for myself. I can't stop crying. I know there's people in far worse positions than me but I'm just struggling so badly at the moment. I know this thread is completely pointless to everyone reading it, but I just needed to vent, sorry

Great to hear from you. Sorry that you've had such a long stay in hospital and are having family problems also. Is your pain under control now? Wishing you all the best X

Oh @Underthesea65 am so happy to hear from you and so unhappy to hear of your troubles. People (and often those closest to us) can be so very cruel and it is often when we need them the most.

What is lovely is that you have such amazing children and a husband that so obviously adore you😊
Hoping and praying that you feel better now that the infection is gone.

Many thoughts and hugs as always xxx

I'm very weak and tired today so I will reply properly soon. Love to you all xx

Oh @Underthesea65 its lovely to hear from you! But also sad to hear you are going through so much, and are suffering even more pain caused by others! I hope you feel stronger over the coming days and weeks, I’m glad you are home again for now! Thinking of you xx

Plenty of rest @Underthesea65 - sorry to hear others have caused you distress, some people can be so unkind

Love to you too. Hope you feel a bit stronger soon xx

Hey op! Thank you for popping on. I hope these last few days have been better for you! X

@Underthesea65 How are you feeling now? Still think of you often and hope your pain is under control

Thinking of you op x

@Underthesea65 hope everything is ok OP x

Likewise dear OP xx

Just popping on to say hello. Not doing too well but wanted to let you know I'm still here

❤️❤️❤️

@Underthesea65 I'm sorry you're not doing well but glad you're here.
If you need anything that we can do, chatting to us etc we are all here x

Likewise @Underthesea65 - xxx

Hi OP, I'm new to your thread! Sorry you are having such a shitty time. Have your pain levels gotten any better at all?

I pray God heals you 🙏🏻 wishing you a speedy recovery 🙏🏻 ❤️

Good to hear from
you. Can we chat to you to
keep you company? X

So good to see your message although sorry you are not doing so well. Sending hugs 🤗

Hi @Underthesea65 I'm checking in on you again. I've had a rough trot wuth my health lately too. I'm in Aus so awake when you should be sleeping. I'm a nurse as well. If you're scared, feel free to pop back here - or PM me any time. I'm thinking of you.

What a lovely message.....
....... thinking of you too OP xxx

Hi OP @Underthesea65 how are you doing? It's been a while x

How are you doing op? Still think of you Xx

No news? 😓

Ah, that is sad news OP. I send yu hugs indeed. With hope that you feel better.