@roguetomato
Why are you doing this? Do you want sympathy? I don't get the purpose of this thread at all.
To show we’re human.
That were well aware of our failings.
That we don’t miss out on everything.
That yes we’re miserable but can find happiness too.
That we want to change but it’s not easy.
That we know what we need to do.
That were not thick/stupid/uneducated.
That, although there is a correlation between class and weight, anyone can have weight issues for any reason.
That we not gopping monsters and want the same things as everyone else. To live, to not be the butt of the joke, to not have GPs dismiss us when we have real health issues, that we are pretty strong just really tired all the time - by strong I don’t mean athletic we’re carrying an extra 10 stone every single day. It’s putting strain on us yes but look at my thighs & calves, those muscles are epic and are built from endurance.
I was 19.7stone. I’m now 16.7 stone.
OP you can get out of this rut and make the changes you want to make. It’s going to be the easiest thing you do, once you get past the hardest part of battling with your self 💕