Fucking Hell I feel disgusting

[sadieissadie]

Fuck I'm so fed up with being fat. I look and feel disgusting. Does anybody else feel this way? It's time for me to take control.

Today I am starting my 'new me' regime. I've literally had enough of looking like this. Nothing fits me. I look a mess, a fat mess.

[SilverLiningSomewhere]

Wow some amazing losses here!

I threw it all away and ate huge fish and chips the night before weigh in which is annoying have a long day planned today though so hopefully will burn it off!

[Eesha]

@SilverLiningSomewhere just a blip, forget and move on!

[flamingofridays]

So I've weighed myself and apparently I am 5lbs heavier than I was on Monday. I haven't eaten badly or binged and I've done 5 kettle bell work outs.

I can only assume I've weighed in two different places in the bathroom and one of the weights is a bit out. (We don't have 1 single straight floor in our house) I'll go with what it said today and see what it says next week.

I'm also taking progress photos and they can't lie!

[keiratwiceknightly]

Exactly the same as last week. 11st 7. It's a bit disheartening but I do feel healthier and my waist is down half an inch so I'll just have to take that I suppose.

Hope others are more successful!

[SilverLiningSomewhere]

Just weighed and a lb down from the midweek start! I just need to have a tooth out every week!!

Don't feel disheartened about gains or maintains, the human body is a weird old thing and you could have a big loss next week if you don't give in.

Half an inch off waist is fab though!!

[StormcloakNord]

@SilverLiningSomewhere

I did the exact same fucking thing. Raging at myself.

Weighed and I'm 2lbs down from last Sunday. Annoyed as without last night's total pig out/gin fest it could have been more.

Out for lunch today but hoping to make good choices!

[SilverLiningSomewhere]

I literally just said that to dh, could have been more! 2lbs is a great loss though you should be proud! It's not good to lose more than that - though it feels amazing

Also out for lunch today so will try to make good choices, I'm now going to think of you and try and beat your good choice!

[sadieissadie]

Bloody typical. My first weigh day and the knobbing battery has died in my scales. Now I have to figure out how to remove it and then locate a new battery in town.

[FurForksSake]

Morning! I was at the gym before 8am this morning, feeling hardcore! I've got two meals out this week and I really don't know what to do. Tuesday is a meal in a pub with friends, Saturday is wedding anniversary.

I'm thinking Tuesday I get chicken salad and really try and be good and Saturday I let it all go and enjoy it. Starter, steak and chips and popcorn (I might take a big bag of metcalfes in my giant handbag...) at the cinema.

We don't eat out often, the next time will be brunch out at the end of July and then holiday mid Aug. So it isn't a frequent thing. Gah, I really want to lose weight but it has to be sustainable, right?


I tried on some clothes today, I am going into London for work next week and I want to look great, I WFH so it is very rare. I definitely look better, but everything was too long so now I need to find something else to wear.
So hard when you have to do train/tube/walk and I have to use a walking stick (I'm 35, I've had hip surgery) and it is going to be really warm.

I've seen a dress in matalan but worried about my thighs rubbing together... My chosen outfit was cullotes and a fitted t-shirt, but I am really short and the cullotes were down to my toes practically! www.matalan.co.uk/product/detail/s2692060_c101/grandad-collar-shirt-dress-black

[FurForksSake]

Well done Purple!!

[goingpearshaped]

Wow, how fab purple! Go you. I am not so great but did make an early morning run today. Could eat better. Start off well and then lose it.

[Eesha]

Amazing Purple! Do you have any tips? I love hearing and stealing people’s ideas!

[mathanxiety]

WOW Moonbells!

I weighed in today and found I have lost 9 lbs over the last 17 days or so.

I've been drinking lots of unsweetened fizzy water and having jelly (not sugar free) for dessert and to keep the sweet tooth from bothering me too much.

[dahianathebanana]

ThrownMuse

I find it amazing that you set that goal. It´s highly motivating. One pound at a time. I´m also in a similar position.

I´m trying to get a few pounds off myself. I´m on the fences about the fat decimator diet that i have been seeing over and over on the internet.

What do you think? Yay or nay? It looks promising. I really want to give it a go. I think this is the one bit.ly/2lyeJ6E

[mathanxiety]

WOW Moonbells!

Weighed in, and I have lost 9 lbs since the last time I weighed myself, about 17 days ago.

I have been drinking a lot of fizzy water (no sugar, just water and 'natural flavour' whatever that may be...) Also, bought lots of jelly (not sugar free) and have been having a little jelly as dessert. It's quite low cal, and even with the sugar it's better than other dessert choices I might have made.

[mathanxiety]

sheesh

[flamingofridays]

Well I assume I will have lost a bit more weight as I've been up all night throwing up. Hate hate hate being ill!

[SilverLiningSomewhere]

Oh boo! Every cloud and all that! Hope you feel better soon

I had a snacksident at work last night and ate a piece of chocolate cake, luckily it was precut or I'd have given myself a huge slice!

[flamingofridays]

Yes I suppose so! To be honest I think I am hungry! Wondering if I've eaten something dodgy as everyone else is fine but genuinely can't think of anything that could have caused this. And I've had to turn down a bloody viewer (house is up for sale) as I'm off work and id rather not show anyone round in this state!

[SnartyFartBlast]

I love this thread
One day at a time is my new mantra!
I have 8 stone to lose, I often wonder what happened. I still feel like a svelte 19 year old then get random horrible reality checks.

[SilverLiningSomewhere]

I do that too purple! Chub rub hurts like a bitch!