Thanks cinnamon, penguins and rg am just angry with it all, knowing I have been requesting further investigation in to his speech for over a year. He has for a long time always sounded like he has a permanent cold and sinus problems but they haven't done anything.
cinnamon it's difficult when they have speech problems not sure about you but have found it hard, just seeing the frustration ds feels at time and walking him to school one day hearing a little girl point him out to her mum telling her that that's the little boy who can't speak
. But bless him he try's and is actually doing well with letter learning but words are not going well.
If it wasn't for his teacher we wouldn't have even got this far. Grrrrrr 
At last we can move forward now and hoping the next 3 months past quickly to enable the 2nd assessment and then be placed on waiting list for operation. Cannot believe he now has to wait for a simple operation which could make a whole lot of difference for him. Wish I had money so I could send him private but just haven't got it 
On a positive I have been really good so hopefully yesterday will not make a lot of difference to Fridays weigh in, but I do have to watch my what's the point/I don't give a damn eating mood when I feel it happening.
RG am going to look in to graze boxes, someone in work has them but not sure if they are for me! 
Right no excuse gym tonight to get rid of my 400/500 cals over last night 