I hear you and feel you and in a very similar mindset. I’m abruptly stopping MJ with on only tiltering down with 2 doses and I’m petrified of weight gain and future impacts. It’s mentally tough!
this week I have barely eaten , I’ve not been hungry but also going up from 12.5 after so many weeks to 14 knowing it was my last high dose, combined with DH coming home and battling a cold and wanting to push to the last drop . Not very good for health but that’s where my mind is , if I don’t eat I won’t gain . Body dysmorphia for sure as I still feel like as fat as I was!
lost 1.3 kg this week 2.8 lb . All I want is to maintain this over the winter so that I can come back to MJ in the spring to battle the last 2st
going down to 7 mg on Monday and then 2 mg the following week (only have 2 needles left and roughly about 45 clicks including priming of my 15mg pen)
I lost 27kg / 59lb since March on MJ, 34 kg/ 75 lb since new year .
I’ve lost 25% body weight on MJ / 28% total (that’s crazy that more than a quarter of me is gone)
bmi gone from close to 40 (37 when starting MJ) to 28 .
Start weight 1/1/2025 122kg / 19.2 st, MJ starting 15/3/2025 115 kg/ 18.1 st . Final weight (for now) 88.0 kg /13.8 st (today is 7 days since last jab).