Also haven't posted in a really long time but thought i was long overdue an update.
I lost the 70lb in my user name by the end of November, and a few more. I was absolutely delighted and decided to just drop back from the 10mg i had reached to 7.5 as a slow return to maintenance. However, I don't feel like 7.5 has done anything. I have returned to half a stone heavier than the lowest i got which was at christmas, and i have been bouncing around the same 2-3lb for the last 2 months. That has taken be to back to a 69lb loss which is very annoying but also a bit worrying.
I am exercising more, i feel like my approach to protein, water intake etc has stayed the same but the noise definitely returned, especially with a tolerance for and fuck-it mentality towards alcohol which just wasn't a thing for so many months.
I had 2 10mg pens left and decided this week to go back up. I am still ordering the 7.5 but i am going to see what a month back on 10 does for me. It has already made me feel a bit wiped out energy-wise and i am full much more quickly so i do think it is working.
My current plan is to have 4 weeks on this pen as a reset and then drop back to 7.5 again and see what happens. If it doesn't work then I will change my order and find the money from somewhere to go back to 10 for longer.
It is quite scary to see how different that small drop has made me feel but more than that, how quickly those few pounds went on and haven't come off again.
On the positive side though i have done a side by side pic in my hidden photo album and the change from this time last year is completely insnae. i am so grateful to have got to where I am and i just don't want to go back to where i was. Ever ever ever. I feel great, i feel i look great and i am happy. So here is hoping my new approach works to keep me here.