Thank you all for you kind words, it’s odd how I feel so connected to strangers on this group 😅
luckily I work mainly from home so managed to get back to work yesterday and it’s helping. Think it helps kids as well with some routine.
got a house fly the day FIL passed and me and DS1 keeps checking on the fly , put water for “him” etc but this fly keeps following us, the other night he sat on my should for 1 hour unbothered . Or may be we just going crazy 🤪
DH is coming back home on Monday , think that’s going to be harder, for him especially all house early evening calls with his dad not going to be there, leaving his childhood home etc.
might not be the right time to stop MJ but it’s the right thing to do. Gonna start going more to the gym once DH has settled gone back to work etc
did 12.5 mg on Saturday after 8 days. This is my plan
14 mg on Saturday (coming)
7mg Monday (9 days after)
2.5-3mg Wednesday (9 days after that)
really stretching my pen long ,46 days but it’s been in fridge the whole time and will make sure colour etc is ok when doing the last couple
will then aim to continue my current eating habits , main meal being lunch and up gym going and keep drinking water . If I can maintain over the winter months and then maybe restart again in the spring I would be happy with that if I don’t manage to loose on my own (I know I don’t sound confident but my main goal will be to maintain considering how hard it is to loose without MJ and I am my lowest weight since before DS1) 🤞🏻