I am very tired and reliant on caffeine.
I had my first dose of 5mg today. I was successful on 2.5mg and, being totally honest here, it has killed what teeny bit of appetite I had dead.
The idea of eating anything is hard. I have though. Once I started eating something I am ok, but it feels like my stomach has shrunk to a thimble.
I can see how this could become dangerous very quickly when it works like this. Combined with the exhilaration of weight loss, I feel like I could just take multivitamins and not eat full stop. I know that’s not healthy and I shan’t be doing it. It’s meant to be a tool, not a crash diet or slide into a different type of eating disorder.