ilove sorry it's a bad time too for you. Like you I lost my Mum, it was 6 years ago but she was the "best christmas mummy" home baking, house looked amazing, just the best. For several years I tried to replicate it, but realised that actually the past is where it needed to stay, and now I have fond memories and do Christmas our way (usually a bit hectic!)
..and talking hectic, I am covered in icing sugar and kitchen looks like Karbol! I have marzipan and iced 5 cakes (4 mini) and made a batch of ginger biscuits. Pictures attached.
Then DH and I went to our little town which was SO Christmassy, and managed to have some quality time together over a cuppa. Lovely shops full of stag stuff, I bought two tree decorations, attached in photo. The window of the shop had two massive stags, thought maybe that was a bit far to ask if I could have them!
Great idea rhubarb about a twist on thr fanfic. Not confident to write anything but I would love to read it.
SPO I am so very impressed with collecting pine cones and spraying. I do that with old branches and hang the ginger biscuits on them.
Off to get rid of the icing sugar in my hair and have a very large G&T :)