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Open!!

Aha a wine dealer. That's a good business model if I ever saw one!

I'm sure your experiences can help us, kinetic any words of wisdom from someone who has been clean for a year are gratefully received...

serial hope you've recovered from your very long marathon pub lunch yesterday

Thanks Lost. Firmly back on the board today and not feeling too bad just the usual morning-after guilt. Looking forward to a quiet family day, roast lamb then a hot bath and Call the Midwife. I might take inspiration from you and try to do my nailsCompletely different than last night.
Hi Kinetic Wow! Still a full bag from the night before - that's fantastic - you must be very chuffed with yourself. Good to have you on board

Umm - not sure why half my post is crossed out !!!

Sounds like a lovely Sunday planned, Zig.
a hot bath and then call the midwife .. I hope you mean the programme? he he

Hahaha Lost that really made me chuckle!! What a weekend that would've been Hope you are also having a relaxing day x

I'm okay - not long up and now cooking breakfast. I follow loads of cleaning mad/house proud people on instagram and I'm looking at all their pictures of what they've been doing this morning. And feeling incredibly guilty because I haven't achieved anything today.

Ah have a day off from cleaning Witty I order you to have a lovely chilled out day!

I wonder how cleaning and flat are doing, snow how are you doing today?

got a stack of cleaning to do and really can't summon the energy!!

I don't do chilling very well. Have never been very good at sitting back and relaxing. Feel like I'll go into work on Monday morning and everyone will somehow know that my house isn't immaculate.

I have made myself a fried egg sandwich and a coffee. After this I am going to:
Empty dishwasher
Wash uniform
Change DD bed

Maybe if I tell you lot you will nag me to get my butt into gear!

Bless you Witty. I get it, I feel more in control if I've got the house in order, I can't stand that chaotic feeling. Maybe it's something to do with the guilt of taking drugs? I try not to analyse it too much!

It feels good to write a to do list, Pickle and then cross things off. You can cross off sandwich and coffee so that's a start!

I had a look at the cocaine overdose thread this morning and the good news is Op is feeling much better today
It's certainly a grim reminder of how dangerous cocaine can be, for body and mind.

I know lost. Thinking I'd od'd in November was so scary. Never want to feel like that again.

Dark times serial!
I've definitely had my far share of drug related dark moments, even shitting myself that I'd completely fucked up my heart, I'm pretty sure my mad sinus headaches are related..Yet still I go back to it. My old friend coke.

No fool like an old fool eh? Feel quite depressed thinking about it

You all are fabulous, and supporting each other here is great.

I've done the dishwasher and put on some washing so far... May need further cuppa!

Sorry, I went on a poor me trip there! Thank God I've got you guys to keep my head straight.

I'm having a hair of the dog wine!! Not going to turn French this evening though!

And lost, you've been on the surfboard all weekend - well done!!!

Great progress, Pickle

I've cleaned the public areas of the house and now cajoling the teens into homework..no easy feat!

Yep, nearly two weeks now on the old surfboard for me. Sometimes I just look back with massive regret though at the decisions I've made but won't dwell too much!
Now cooking a pizza and cracking open a lager. Classy.

I bloody love lager.

I'm about to peel some potatoes ROCK AND ROLL!!

I'm going to pretend that I'm Liam Gallagher while I'm cooking " fucking 'ave it yer bastard taters"

"wavy gravy? Do one knob head"