Good Morning and Holy Cripes... I just caught up on about a dozen pages. Uh... I don't know where to start so I'll just leave it at that.
DD is crawling as well. A few days ago she really was rocking back and forth and knew she was doing something good because she was laughing hard. Now she does this 'golum' crawl and we walk around a lot... oh, my back. She has her circuit and keeps herself very busy now. Today, I was lazy ass mom and laid around on the couch for most of the day. DD was pretty lazy too so we hung out on the couch and watched 'Weeds' on the internet. It was nice. There was incredible lightning display last night. I was up at 2 with DD and it was calm then I was up at 3 and that's when it started. It was lovely.
I am very, very at DH. I asked, and he said it was all good, to be with DD all day on Tues and Wed so I could get some work done. The first day went well, I got loads of work done. The second day was hell. I was up all night with DD then by 5, after being awake since 1, I decided to let her cry a bit before getting her in hopes she would go back to sleep. DH got pissed off at her crying for minute so got dressed and went and got her. He was all pissy about the whole thing. (It was his day off too). I ended up sleeping till nine; DH had DD fed by then. He handed her to me and said he was off duty... seemed jokingly but sort of serious. I had some printing to do and could do it with DD so off we went and he plopped himself in front of the TV. About 11am, I fed DD and put her down and he decided to go run errands he didn't get done the day before. I was just getting into the zone with work and find it extremely distracting to have to be alert for baby when I am working, plus I use materials that you can't just come back to. Anyhow, he refused to wait 30 minutes so he could take her, and made comments about having her all day the day before, (they were only gone 4 hours) and how he was going to have her all night when I go for dinner with the girls, which was lovely, had nice dinner and good wine and caught up with my girls, and I was just shocked that he saw it like that and it set off the crazy train. He finally took her out for a walk and I cleaned, put my work away, (I almost took it all to the dump, and I secretly still want to tell DH that I did just to see how he reacts to being responsible for crushing my career but that would be for real crazy), and have been fuming ever since. If I worked outside the home, he'd have to suck it up. I'm so mad, I really need to make some art. I have a show coming up in January.
I'm not going to read this back because I'll think it too crazy and will delete it.