SImps - i know i have to keep reminding myself that he was sleeping for Britain before any of this even started so guess there was abnormal activity with no outward signs before the first big fit.
also when he had his EEG - he was 'normal' to look at but his brain activity was all over the shop so that tells me that there's weird stuff going on all the time, not just when we see something.
anyway, think we have a few more hoops of drug increases and maybe drug combs to get through and then GOSH will start the surgery prep process.
part of me wants to have it done tomorrow and be done with it, the other thinks i must be a terrible mother for wishing something so awful on him. hey ho.
hope you're on the wine - i'm on glass 2
have been good and had a few days off the fun stuff so rewarding myself tonight!
we were meant to be going to a quiz tomorrow which has been cancelled but think we will go out for dinner anyway, make the most of the sitter, even if we just go round the corner for a curry at usual place.
H in bed, DH reading T a story downstairs (Goldilocks from the sounds of it ), have tidied toys & garden, just cats to feed, then DH can cook me dinner as i've been good and done boys for 3 days running (incl. 6 other LOs at various times, lol).