What's keeping me going? .....taking it one day at a time really, and knowing that when it is going well it is great, and the fact that the ensuing engorgement will be much much worse than any of the problems I've had so far (so mixed feeding as a stopgap between excl BF to excl FF not a bad idea).
But on the other hand I would love my DS to be able to jump all over me in the morning like he used to without me flinching every time he comes near me
Thanks BZ
DH keeps talking at me, and I am so not in the mood. He's off sulking in the garden with his cigar.