@Katypp
You sound like you're holding onto a lot of genuine anger. To quite a strange degree.
It's always odd to me when someone who claims they believe in a religion focusing on being loving and understanding speaks to others in such a snarky and angry tone.
It's a discussion forum, people aren't 'barging into a conversation' when they join in. Discussions develop, new people enter the conversation. You aren't having a natter in your living room, it's a discussion forum. Chill out a little bit and you'll probably get more out of it and have more meaningful discussions 🤷🏻♀️
Each to their own, but I hope you find more peace at some point and less anger.