Essbee - don't make me cross - who is to say that you won't have it again - well me for a start - because next time you are going to pick a good one not a complete arsewipe!!!
I still get days where I want to curl up and cry and days where nothing goes right and I think it is all getting on top of me again and I am much further down the road than you are - I just have to look forward and think that one day I will realise that I have not had a bad day for ages and things are better than they ever have been IYKWIM!!
Just got to get through Court the week after next adn will be all over hopefully!!
Look where you are though compared to where you were this time last year - at the end of your tether still scared and sleeping on peoples floors - now at least you have your 2 away from that ARSE, you don't have to put up with him in your space, you call the shots and are staring to organise your life - look back on it honey - you thought you would never get to where you are now - you have taken the biggest steps and in this jounrey the ones at the start are always harder - as you get near the end your steps get lighter and brighter and it is easier - I PROMISE!!
AM at work this week and a few days next week and then we will sort out a time for you to come over - I am not allowed to drive on any big roads after back ache going to anoraks the other day!!