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I'm pissed and in troub;e

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PhoenixSoaring · 20/10/2007 23:07

oh dear

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BurpyErnie · 21/10/2007 00:14

Ok you have had a drink... but one time in the last three months? Whats that? Nothing. Try and get some rest. and talk tomorrow. please

onlyjoking9329 · 21/10/2007 00:15

i have to go now PS but do take up nurseryjo very kind offer to chat on MSN.
i will try talk to you again on MSN in the morning.

susiecutiebananas · 21/10/2007 00:15

what was it that actually happened today that made you want to drink tonight? perhaps if you talk about that, it will be a really good start

LittleMissDrinksAlotOfTea · 21/10/2007 00:17

phoenix please dont feel like you are alone please take up nurseyjo's offer and chat on the phone/msn we are all here to help

Magdelanian · 21/10/2007 00:17

I'm still here phoenix.

NurseyJo · 21/10/2007 00:18

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PhoenixSoaring · 21/10/2007 00:18

I want to take lpot of pills and cut my wrists - whjat and idiot - but I ddo

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bossybritches · 21/10/2007 00:18

Phoenix are you stil with us??

ScaryHairy · 21/10/2007 00:18

Your children would absolutely not be better off without you.

Right now, you think they would because of the drink. The drink is the same reason you think you can't cope. You can cope, but alcohol is the bastard that is making you feel like you can't.

You have done three months dry. That is AMAZING. Noone can beat an addiction without a fight, and you are giving it one.

Please call these chaps and tell them how you feel.

justjules · 21/10/2007 00:19

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bossybritches · 21/10/2007 00:19

No not idiotic but talk to us all a bit MSN Nursery Jo if you like or anyone else....

LittleMissDrinksAlotOfTea · 21/10/2007 00:19

susie is right go and get a glass of water and tell us from the beginning what made you feel bad today?

bossybritches · 21/10/2007 00:20

Phoenix?

BrassicMonkey · 21/10/2007 00:20

Hi pheonix

You will cope. You just HAVE to get through tonight. I KNOW it's shit to relapse but you have to realise that you're thoughts are fucked up at the moment because of the drink. You haven't drunk for 3 months and you hit the bottle hard tonight. Your tolerance will have lowered because you've been dry for so long. You WILL feel better in the morning, I promise you will.

I know how you feel at the moment and I know what you mean about HAVING to finish the bottle. We hear all this in AA don't we? The last time I relapsed I couldn't face the morning and was thinking up ways to kill myself - ridiculous, shameful ways. I didn't have the courage so I went out looking for more booze to make it easier. I am not that person when I'm sober.

Please take care of yourself tonight. You know I'm around on MSN if you want to keep chatting, but I'll take your lead. Tonight you just need to do whatever it takes to get through it. When you're sober you can chalk it up and get on with sobriety again.

xx

Kaloo20 · 21/10/2007 00:20

Phoenix
ring the samaritans please, we can't physically help you without knowing where you are. Are you up North or down South ?

Magdelanian · 21/10/2007 00:21

Hope you contact us tomorrow phoenix. Please speak to me!

BrassicMonkey · 21/10/2007 00:21

You're not an idiot phoenix. Please try and stop calling yourself names.

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PhoenixSoaring · 21/10/2007 00:21

HUG

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PhoenixSoaring · 21/10/2007 00:22

I am in london

I have pentyy of pills tyop take

I have blade tpo cuty with

I ahve more wine to open

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

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NurseyJo · 21/10/2007 00:23

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bossybritches · 21/10/2007 00:23

Lots of Hugs from us all back -keep talking if it helps!!

LittleMissDrinksAlotOfTea · 21/10/2007 00:24

can you give your number and someone will call you?

Kaloo20 · 21/10/2007 00:24

North,South, East or West Phoenix ?
Also what pills do you have ?

bossybritches · 21/10/2007 00:25

Put the wine & pills away - ditto the blade.

Have a LARGE glass of water and/or make a cuppa.

Talk to us.

amytheearwaxbanisher · 21/10/2007 00:26

pills wine blade?think of your dcs they dont need to lose there mammy