I am sobbing as i type this.
Peter is very ill. there is some damage to his brain, there is a real possibility he wont recover completly this time. The peter I married appears to have gone. Sometimes he comes back, its very distressing.
Hospital team are having a meeting on thursdasy to discuss emergency transplant list. He may be suspended for a few weeks, but as yet we dont know.
I have been told he may not get through transplant as he is very very ill. but for now we need to try and stay positive. Its very hard.
I havent told the children, i cant.
I want a happy ending, but its so far out of reach.