Can you keep me company?

[SagacityNell]

I know that you don't know me. I literally have nowhere else to go right now. Ihave used MN in the past but left. I can't link my other names or give clues. I am really sorry.

Just in need of some company.

Sorry.

Pozzled - yes, DC pretend to laugh at me but I think deep down they are full of admiration...

OOooh - do like Biffy but thought They were American -am doing lots of "old lady" music faux pas atm like calling JLS JLC to a group of trendy teen types [hangs head in sname emocion]! and thinking the lead singer of Plan B was a woman [shame] [shame] [shame}!!!

Can I join in? Been reading threads in MN for months but just plucked up courage to join today. Got ipod on too as one of the neighbours cut through a cable in his garden and took out the TV for half the street.

Just checked and it was Many of Horror that I was thinking of, not Bubbles. I think I like most Biffy Clyro stuff though.

www.youtube.com/user/biffyclyro#p/u/2/mAh--lH0H3U

GreySkull - I thought that was alink to a different song called Breathe.Faith Hill

Hi Brit.

Pozzled - I like that one too.

I jump around and sing at the very top of my voice to Pink, Skunk Anansie (gives age away) and My chemical romance....anything really to purge myself when feeling tightly wound up-have a cellar though which is very handy to do this in think the neighbours might complain otherwise!!!

ooh sorry - much more agro! didn't mean to scare you

i did wonder why the video would scare you lol!

Ha ha I thought it was going to be Kate Bush 'breathe'

So wrong!

Hi Britoversea

I've had on Disturbed, Avenged Sevenfold and AFI -although not as loud as I'd like in deference to DS.

not bad Pozzled and SagacityNell but need to listen a few more times to make final judgement

Wish I didn't miss you anymore by Angie Stone is one of my all time faves. I always sing it at the top of my voice (tone deaf). Have been embarrassed at traffic lights before!

While we're on the subject of breathing, does anyone remember this one?

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yos0x-llpM

Isn't there a Breathe by Sean Paul and Blu Cantrell as well?

got youtube on now

Angie Stone on at mo.

Pozzled - no. Never heard it before, sorry.

Thank you everyone. Its working as a distraction but still feel teh same :/

I youtubed 'breathe'. There's loads! Forgot about the Pink Floyd one too. Silly me.

no i don't remember that blameless one

How are you feeling Sag? Are you able to describe any of the feelings or is it more unwanted thoughts? Don't feel you have to answer if the distraction is working

welshgirlintherain - well i know that i will still SH when i close my laptop, i know that i will gotobed and hardly sleep and then it will be tomorrow and i will still be me.

Have you spoken to anyone in RL about the SHing? Your GP?

What support have you got? You have mentioned pens, ice cubes, cold showers etc....this may sound trite but have you tried elastic bands? What's it like waking up being you?

But it will be tomorrow which means you'll have sucessfully got through another day.