The Anxiety Club (continued) !

[mooseloose]

Hi girls, i have started a new thread for us all. The other was too long. Hope you all find it.

boys are with the inlaws until we go to stay there for the weekend on Saturday. I have once again managed to book too much into the end of the week and have tripple booked for tomorrow all things that I really want to do, am going to try to rearragne one of the things for Friday and split the other 2 between morning and afternoon. ARRRHH why di I do it to myself??

Do they have to be done this week? Or is it because you can do them because you don't have the boys? I hope they are things you can enjoy

that is just it, they are things I can do without the boys, Lunch in town with a friend ( who has replied to say thankfully she can do Friday) and coffee with 2 childless friends.

Thanks ladies, it is wierd isnt it, just getting things out helps with the irrational anxiety building up.

Oh they are nice things, enjoy yourself xx

Hi all, hope everyone is ok

We're to going on holiday! Off to Cornwall on Sunday, this will be our first holiday in 5 years. Been into town this morning to get some bits we needed and spent over £100. The dcs are really excited!

Just phoned the drs regarding my blood tests but there is nobody there after 1pm. I take it whatever results have come back were ok othermise I would have heard?

Hi Girls,

Where has everyone gone?? The post has been so quite lately!

Blissa - Thats great news about ur holiday! Was it a wee suprise??? Are u all excited? . I have another few weeks til we go away, but I can't wait! lol! I'm guessing ur bloody results haven;t shown up anything for them to be worried about as I think u would have heard by now??? Hope so! Hope u have a fantastic time away, relax and try not to thing about all the worries of home life! x x x

Hi to everyone else! Hope u are all out enjoying the summer hols and that why u have not been posting!

I have to gut my house today as have family coming over tonight! My DH has gone to the footy (his brother offered to take him before we knew we were playing host tonight) so I am on my own with dc and having to clean the house! Its going to be a long day!!!!

Going to make some lunch before I get started on the tip! lol!

Speak soon! Hope u are all having a nice weekend!

x x x

Hello. Sorry I ' haven't been online. Just so busy all the last week. DH away, boys wont go to bed befoire 9 (I'm trying!) and eldest ds is on computer so I can't get on!

Hope you are all okay - am about to read the old messages.

Where are you going to in Cornwall Bliss?

Hi Moose,

How u managing with DH away? Where has he gone to??

We were having a wee family night in tonight and it would have been good had my DH not came in smashed from watching the footy and kept drinking! Everyone had to go home as I was so embarassed I just burst into tears! I am so angry with him right now! He has gone to bed and now I am sitting here with pain in my chest as I am so upset! Argh! He just doesn;t know when to stop drinking! So bloody annoying!

Sorry to moan!

Are all the dc in bed now???

Oh well, No one on

Going to bed, can;t keep my eyes open anymore!

DC have birthday party tomorrow so need to get some sleep to deal with the stress, lol!

x x x

Hi girls

We're all a bit down in the dumps here, the car is having problems so we are not going to get away tonight. It hasn't been running very well and yesterday dp decided it wouldn't make it towing a caravan to Cornwall, so he spent yesterday tinkering with it a couple of mechanic friends, it was running a bit better but this morning he found that the radiator is leaking. So he's taken it to have another look at it. Hopefully we'll get away next weekend.

The plan was to go down tonight and then drive back on saturday as my parents are having a party for their anniversary next sunday, then go back down for another week. Now we'll go after the party and stay 2 weeks solid. So we will get away, just not yet.

The dcs have taken it well, I wanted to take them to Chessington or Legoland tomorrow as some sort of compensation, but it's so bloody expensive. We'll take them for a day out somewhere, we can use fil's car.

I think it's St Merryn (sp?) we're going to moose, possibly near Padstow? It's a caravan site that dp always went to when he has a kid. How long is it now til your dh is back?

How are you feeling today yommy? I hope your dh has a sore head today . Seriously, I hope you've managed to sort things out between you. My dp used to dissappear off to the pub "for a pint" and come back plastered, used to be a very regular occurance. It caused a lot of rows between us but I'd say for the past 18 months or so it has been a lot better. Hope the party goes well

xx

Morning Girls,

Blissa I am so sorry to hear about ur holiday! Thats a real shame, but in a way it will work out for the better if u get to go for two weeks??? Really hope u get the car sorted! Where did u go for ur day out today??

DH and I still not talking! Just so angry! Party went well with the boys! They had fun aand thats the main thing!

Hope u are all having a lovely day!
x x x

Hi Yommy

We're going to take the kids to Little Hampton tomorrow. It's a couple of hours drive but there is a beach and a small theme park that is much cheaper than Chessington! Sandcastles and then fish and chips, yum!

I don't blame you for being angry with your dp, but I do hope you sort things out soon. Glad the party went well xx

Hope u all have a wonderful day today Blissa! Hope the weather is beter for u down there than it is for us!

Hi to everyone else!

Hope u are all well!

x x x

Hi all !
Am back from holiday~got there in the end after the garage fixed the water leak a couple of days later.Had a lovely time.

Lots of competition atm for the PC so apologies in advance if I don't seem to reply properly!

Hope you all doing well and enjoying the holidays!

xx

welcome back MorningSun!
Really pleased you have had a good time.

Hi Yommy - Blissa & Moose

I have been really depressed the last few days, am trying to get myself sorted, going to go running tonight, and have got cake stuff todo so my time for festering should be limited.

catch up soon

Thanks
Hope you feel better soon

Welcome back morning! So glad u had a good time!

BTP - whats been getting u so down over the past few days! Hope u feel better soon!

I am just sitting with a cuppa n a kitkat chunky for dipping! Yum! Its been a long evening as DS2 was shattered so has been a wee moaner! He is tucked up in bed now. Going to get DS1 in for bed by 9! Can u believe that DS1 goes back to nursery on Wed Can't believe thats our summer hols over already! Not that we have had much of a summer!

Anyway, watching Eastenders so need to conentrate on that, lol!

Hi to everyone else - hope u are all well
x x x

Thanks yommy
We have 2 weeks left here in Wales but can't believe how quickly they have gone!

Hi girls

Glad you had a good holiday morning. Nice to see you back.

Hope your ds's first day at nursery goes well Yommy. We still have a couple of weeks til they go back here. Have you sorted things out with your dh now?

Well we didn't make it to Little Hampton yesterday, in the end we didn't have enough money. We took the dcs to the Science Museum instead. They didn't enjoy it as much as I'd hoped, I thought it'd be more hands on than it was. We've been out with friends to a park today with a picnic. We went on the train which they all enjoyed. Dp has gone to Spain this evening on a job. He'll be back Saturday probably.

Hi Girls,

Hope u are all well!

DS first day back went really well, he went in fine and when I went to pick him up he was still really happy! Even better than that he is still wanting to go back tomorrow! So its all good!

I am still not really speaking to DH, blissa. I am just so made with him! It not just what happened the other night, its other things too! Thats a shame about the science museum We have one near us too and its totally crap! Wouldn;t waste my money on taking the kids! lol!

I am in a bad mood at the moment as tax credits have managed to piss me off again! BIG TIME! I am going to have to have to call them again! I am going to write to the prime minister about this one! lol! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love to you all x x

hi all
yommy,greyskull,morning and blissa

how are we all today ?
its been so hot here today ,just chilled at home
played a bit of badmington with dd.
feeling really shakey today - think its my hormones im due on tomorrow and i know its gonna be very painful -last month was awful
i must be mad im cooking a roast dinner at the moment
chicken -yum

cbt going very well - for some strange and inexplicable reason i seemed to have all but stopped overbreathing
TOUCH WOOD IT STAYS THAT WAY
still fancy the pants of my therapist(sp) but he had a few points off last week for long fingernails ewwwwwwwww

Hi girls

Hope you're feeling happier today yommy. I'm still waiting to hear about our tax credits, they're a nightmare! The Science Museum is free, one of the main reasons we went! Although parking in that part of London is £3 an hour .

Great to hear about your breathing candy, lol about your therapists nails . It was hot here too yesterday, I admire you for cooking a roast in that heat- I only managaged salad!

We spent the afternoon at my friends yesterday and the dcs played in their paddling pool, they had a great time. I phoned the dr about my test results and so far the only results they have back are my INR and ATPT(or something like that). These are the same tests I had to have before the termination, and again have come back fine. But surely the Lupus test should have come back by now? I found the blood form I was given from the hospital back in January and it says about having Immunology tests done for Anticardiolipin Antibodies (do I google?), I'm not sure whether these have been done.

Hey all,

Blissa = sounds like you had a good day yesterday at your friends, hope you get your test results soon!

Candy = really good that you have a handle on your breathing, definately a huge step forward. Hopefully your period won't be too painful

Yommy = so hope that you and your DH find peace together soon, is there anything that could break the stalemate of you not talking to each other?

Morning = hope you are enjoying Wales.

Had a good session on Wednesday, but it became clear just how complex all this stuff is, I am panicing and suffering reliving being attacked, and yet we are not in a position to fix that until we have built up my self esteem and self belief. Hey, hopefully I will get there. Anyway going away for the weekend, hope you all have a calm and non anxious weekend. x

Hi Greyskull, you sound a lot brighter

Glad your session went well yesterday. Where are you off to for the weekend?