I have to go ut in 10 minutes but I really need a hug and for someone else to be me.. get the kids, etc etc but there is no one

[Nabster]

here

can't stop crying

eh? Not sure I understand what's going on Nabster, But I'll happily offer you a

sending you a big hug nabster

{{{{{{{BIG HUG}}}}}}}}}

I can't be you though sorry.

I'm feeling really sad too and tearful.

We can be a support for each other maybe.

Sorry, someone else will be along soon with better advice xxxxxxx

ingles2- sorry , i am not making much sense.

i have to stop crying have to go for the kids soon and then to PIL

Are you ok? Can I help?

Thanks.

I have to go now.

Ignore me, being silly as usual.

me too. Have a good afternoon. Hope you're feeling brighter later.

Within 10 minutes of picking them up DS1 was in tears twice due to DD and so I cancelled them having tea at MILs and got DS2 and came home. They have done lines and then I asked DS1 to do some writing practice, telling him he could write what he wanted or to copy out some spellings from his list. This is what he wrote -

I like Mummy. I love you so much I can't tell you how much I love you from the ground to space. I was sorry about this morning and the other days in my life.

(he hit my with a tube this morning and then cheeked me about it)

Awwww Nabster, keep that and look at it when you feel rock bottom. Nothing like the unconditional love of dc. Bless him xxx

Have you made an appointment with the GP yet Nab?

I am seeing him in 2 weeks for my routine monthly appointment.

Hi Nabster. Have been feeling slightly concerned about you this pm. How you feeling now?
That was very sweet of ds btw,

But can you not see him a bit earlier than that? I have a monthly appointment with my GP too, but she makes it clear I must come back in between if I feel the need to.

Frankly, you should be on weekly appointments at the moment.

How are you feeling this evening? I had my first appointment with GP today where I was able to say I am feeling sooooo much better. It was touching that she was so visibly pleased for me.

It is such a good feeling. You are going to get there Nab, but the sooner you get some serious help, the better. You deserve to be free of this, you know you do.

Seeing your message made me ring the surgery. Triage will ring me to see if I need an apointment today.

Next appointment with my GP is Monday at 9.40am. Feel like crying. Just hoping I am still here then.

still here? That doesn't sound good. If you feel like that you should present yourself at A&E. If I am reading into those words correctly, this is serious. Please try to get some help today.

Hi Nabster

Was going to post a message for you when I saw this! I think your DH needs to consider taking some compassionate leave to help you cope through this crisis.

Agree with poopscoop - you need to tell them how serious this is. Try calling GP again and saying you need an emergency appointment today.

Dh is taking tomorrow off.

What scares/d me is that it wasn't planned. Just came out of the blue and what if it does again?

That is why you need help and now. Whaty do you mean wasn't planned? Have you done something else today?

A&E have a psych doc on duty, you need an assessment asap.

I cannot understand why your GP and everyone involved your end seems to not be doing much about the way you are and have been feeling for a very long time. They sound rubbish, which is why I am suggesting A7E because it is a diffferent tack. Hope you are ok?

Are you there?

Can you just recap what treatment/whatever you're getting at the moment Nab? I've not followed your story right from the beginning, I'm afraid, and have missed some days! I don't want to suggest things you are already doing!