i cant cope anymore, i want it all to end

[penniless]

following on from my thread in lone parents, wanted to post at how bloody depressed i am,i feel like ive been chucked down a black hole, i cant get out of it, feel lile im suffocating, im drowning in all this worry, i feel ill, even with the help ive recently received from mumsnetters which im eternally grateful for, im still struggling.i cant go on like this, im not sleeping, i feel sick and i cant stop crying, if my car wasnt broken down id get in it now and drive into a brick wall, ive had enough.

nemo, so sorry i havent caught up with you, every time ive managed to get on msn, you are not online!
i feel a bit trembly, and yukky at the moment but i know it will pass.
fussymummy-ive been advised that i probably cant get incapacity as i havent paid any ni contributions for 3 years.
but have applied for housing benefit.
i didnt think i was eligible for free school meals, i thought you had to be on income support?

penniless if there is anything I can do then mail me.. sewing mad [email protected] without the spaces hun XX

We just had our personal update forms from school a few weeks ago, and tax credits has now been added as one of the qualifying benefits for free school meals.

Call the school to find out, it was definately on the forms we all received (first time its been on there.

The way your feeling will pass, usually within about 2 weeks.

Don't stop taking them though, it's just your body getting used to them.

I'd still give incapacity a call to find out for definate.

Sometimes you do get given wrong advice.

Hi penniless how are you???

It's been a few days since you last posted, just wanted to check that everything was ok!!