hello apologies for failing to properly keep up, but you are all wonderful and forgiving
monkey big hug, can scarcely imagine the pain
squix another hug, my one and only is 6 and only last year did I give a way the light stroller and assorted other baby goodies, I am 42, nearly 43 and have stopped trying a couple of years back, never easy but deciding to move on helps.
hat enjoy
fanny I am a very poor housekeeper in that respect, ironing is on a must only basis, added to my lower standards, MIL even irons underwear, caught dh doing that once and threatened divorce, he claimed absent mindedness 
moshi it is your prerogative, I firm dose of English sensible attitude with Californian can do is probably a good mix
glad house stuff and assorted important details are falling into place
I have spend 2 days at the business event and I think I got a lot of useful information, some of it unexpected, I left feeling more positive but also with an enormous to do list to digest
regarding weight I am nearly 5.5 but far too heave for my own good, the fittest time was before conceiving dd, my doctor wanted to put me on Atkins on account of my PCOS, I did not but went faily low carb and did lots of exercise, since dd it has not been very steady, not only did I put on a lot (4stone) but never lost all of it.
as I said this year felt very marking time and not going anywhere, I needs to set proper goals and move my arse both in running and in business