Hello you chatty lot 
North I had similar feelings a year on from when dd was ill, i had flashbacks for a few nights and felt quite unsettled for a little while
when something traumatic happens its normal that anniversaries will bring back mixed feelings i guess.
If i could afford it I would def get a cleaner!!
Need one of my colleagues son had his driving test last week, I was really shocked at how expensive it all is now 
Dd is off at a local theatre for the day, last show of the school year tonight. Am amazed at how well she is coping given her ridiculously busy week and crazy day yesterday! Her leaving party was at another year 6 childs house who had a massive garden, outdoor heated pool, hot tub, a disco plus massive trampoline and play house
parents are consultants apparently.... needless to say the kids had an amazing time!!
I have got the period from hell so having caught up on some housework jobs am now under a blanket watching Gardeners World (I know how to live
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