Thanks everyone This feels so different to last time - I hadn't made plans, told many people in RL at all, or really accepted the pregnancy and I think it helped. I don't even see this one as a baby because it has happened so early on - with hindsight, I suspect it didn't even implant properly. Implantation involved 2 days of lower back pain (as has the MC) - doesn't sound normal.
I think that Clearblue conception indicator thingie was right and my hormone levels just never rose properly Ironically, my sense of smell had reached bloodhound levels this morning and I could smell the cat food being served in the kitchen whilst lying in bed upstairs !!
We are actually off to the Isle of Man on Monday for 5 nights - walking, seafood, scenery etc. I had booked it to take my mind off the wait for an 8wk scan With any luck though, a bit of relaxation and post MC fertility and ....
I'm not going to wait - am assuming that yesterday was CD1 and also assuming that my cycle will pop back into place fairly rapidly.
Am booking a GP appt today for when I get back - to get referred to the recurrent mc clinic. She did say that you are normally asked not to TTC until they've done their investigations, but I don't feel like I want to wait, only to find the waiting list is a mile long.
Popping out later to get some PG tests and see when I get back to BFN ....