I can't even be arsed to name-change. Come and tell I'm not pregnant please, and save my sanity!

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the story so far...

boobs have gone up nearly 2 cup sizes and are vv tender and veiny. coffee makes me feel sick. went out last night and could only have 1 1/2 lager coz the smell was rank. did a CB this morning at 9DPO and got a faint line.

Im so scared. so have decided that I am NOT pregnant. I will be pregnant in 3w time, but not now.

that line was a trick of the light.
ive been trying to put on weight, so thats why my boobs are big.
and ive been prodding them, thats why they hurt.
the beer was off.
the milk was off.

oh FUCK!

but will maybe take it easy, just in case......

why in 3 weeks time lissie??

A line is a line, it sounds like you are pregnant to me.

Congratulations?

hi lissie
Not sure I quite know your full situation
Why do you say 'I will be pregnant in three weeks, but not now'

I take it you dont want to be pregnant?

are you ok?
stupid question
sorry I'm really hungover but trying to help
sound like aloon though

and thirds it x

because in 3w i will be past my last milestone, if i were pg, that is. which im not!

and lapin, only if you do it very quietly.

Call LWH now Lissie!

Call me if you need to talk! xx

Erm, so you want to be pg in 3 weeks but not now? Is that right?

last milestone??, sorry I am being completely dumb this morning

aw bless Lissie, thinking positively for you...

OK, I won't even mention it

i desperately want to be pg, but having 6 mc and 1 ep kind of ruins the excitement. my ep was almost exactly a year ago and this has taken me by surprise a bit tbh

Lissie - I've got to log off now but you have my numbers sweetie! x

TR, lissie's had some problems TTC. But 2008 is HER YEAR!

my 2nd mc was at 7w, and my ep was removed at 6w4d, the other mc's were between 5-6w

oh yes, I knew that
sorry totally killed off my last brain cells last night

im in tears here, rang dh (he's at football) and he wanted to come home, but if he comes home then he's coming home to celebrate, and i dont want to yet. ffs, the only reason i tested today was so it would be bfn and i could live in blissful ignorance for another week or so. i feel pg otherwise i wouldnt have tested, but genuinely wasnt expecting a line.

am i making sense?

You are going to be nervous about this pregnancy there is no way out of it. So I think just allow yourself to feel nervous, it is natural. Allow yourself to hope, that is natural too.

Oh Lissie, I hope if you are it works out well for you this time, you certainly deserve it, surely it's got to be your time soon.

Lissie I cant read this and not post.
Quietly hoping everything will go well this time for you.
Try to relax, take things easy and gently.
I know it's so easy for us to say yet so hard to do.

god, i hope so. thank you all, im calming down a bit now. allowed myself a peek to see what (if all goes well) my edd will be. but thats it. not going to docs til i get a stronger line. with my mc's the line didnt get much clearer, so shall retest in the week.

oh lissie i know how you feel babe. Its horrid. I didnt expect to get pregnant again after i had 2mc and rememebr testing in a shopping center toilet and then sobbing for the rest of the day. you have to relax.