Crushing disappointment 2

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I've just got out of hospital today the placenta didn't come out properly so they tried for hours to get it out but it got stuck in my cervix so eventually I had to go the Theatre -for the TFMR I declined pain relief coz I wanted to be able to go home that was a mistake it was so painful that I was delirious and being sick! I lost so much blood that I had to have more blood transfusions!
I had to stay in for 4 days and they've let me come out today but my O2 levels in my blood are still low but they've given me iron and told me to rest!
It depends how my bleeding goes now but the scarring in my womb can make the placenta attach to it so it will not come out properly so they've recommended that we do not to try again naturally in case we have to have another TFMR as my womb couldn't take it and I don't think I can either- but we can't realistically afford PGD so we may not be able to have our my much longed for 2nd baby😭😭 xxx

Oh gosh, that all sounds horrific, you poor thing. It's so unfair that you had to go through that on top of everything else. Take time to recover and come to terms with it before you think about your options for another baby xx

That all sound awful for you, have you been offered any kind of counselling to help you process it all?

Thank you both I have a number for a genetic counsellor but I need to get a bit better physically first I think! Xx

Hi @MummyBearBoo I really hope you are doing okay and are in good hands.

Feeling so deflated today. This whole journey is just becoming so draining. This was only my first month on Clomid but I was stupidly hopeful that I may have been lucky enough to get a bfp. AF arrived today, two days late. I'm just so tired of it all, when I first started ttc I was so positive and hopeful but as times gone by I feel like each month I'm losing more and more hope. To make matters worse if this treatment doesn't work in 6 months the next stage would be IVF which OH won't do as he feels like it's too 'forced'. Great. Sorry for the rant but just need to get it off all off my chest